most of us have experienced this feeling when it feels like we are alone in the whole world and that n0 one needs us, that everything goes wrong and we cannot do anything about that... I am sure that at least 90% of people know what I am talking about..well, this is exactly what i feel right now...and its really hard to explain how it started..you know, all these small troubles just gather around you, flock like a bunch of mosquitoes.... and there comes a point when you just give up...I really feel bad now..I know that it is so immature and sad and pathetic, but honestly, i really feel that all the world has turned against me..and this situation is not typical for me..Hey, i am an OPTIMIST, for Christ's sake...but now i feel really miserable.... and I dont know what to do..and I only want to cry....

horoscope : true or false? wednesday

My horoscope for today promised me:
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
This is a busy time; communicating and getting in touch with others is very likely. Numerous phone calls, letters, meetings, errands, or discussions bring you into contact with others. This is a good time to brainstorm with others, share ideas, and come to a group consensus.(http://www.homepagers.com/daily/virgo.html)
lets wait until evening and see whether it is true :))

soap making - first experience

yesterday i made first attempt to make soap..i always thought it would be so easy-I mean how hard can that be- melting the basic soap and mixing it with aroma oils? but in practice it was much more difficult but interesting!! the hardest thing was that the soap would not melt...I had to stir it and wait for what seemed hours ;))) but in the end when i was putting the hot melted soap into containers to dry I felt like I had accomplished something great :))) Like i had actually created something..now I have to wait until I take it out of the containers and use it :)) i will try to post pics tomorrow

All you need is love. But a little chocolate now and then doesn't hurt.
today my co-worker came back from two-week long holidays from Russia and brought me a bar of the milk chocolate( which I love love love)..so there I was sitting , drinking tea and didnt even realize how I ate all the bar... OMG..Now I sit and quietly hate myself....was it really worth all the regrets?...

Intro

hey you all...this is my first attempt of keeping a blog and I guess in my first post I should tell a little bit about me :) .well as far as you understood from the blog's name my sign is Virgo :)) ( though after reading all the descriptions of this sign i start seriously doubt it!! ). I'm not gonna tell you how old I am - remember that its not polite to ask a girl her age :) well maybe later on I will reveal this horrific secret :)). I am just a normal girl with all the girlie interest- chick lit, make up, fashion and boys. :)) i love music , movies and animals and I just cannot imagine my life without internet- i guess i share that with millions of people around the world . I love going out with my friends and having fun. i love painting -however if I am to be honest, as an artist I suck :))) it just helps me to relax sometimes..At the exact moment i am sitting at work and pretending to be very concentrated and serious hahaha :))